To be honest I'll be dragging myself in this article but leggo.
Creatives are people, so you'd expect the human flaws and characteristics to peek out from time to time(or maybe even a lot).
Sadly it seems the only consistent thing most creators seem to be able to put out is excuses. The two common ones are usually hiding behind a lack of resources or inspiration. (Meh it is usually a combination of both).
I am going to be frank with you, down the years you lack of consistency as a creative would catch up with you and cripple you, especially if you don't build on your foundational knowledge. There is an experience that comes with creating a thought process that gets written into your brain. What makes it really great is that simply because you create constantly, your brain would always keep looking for the best possible way to spew out more amazing things.
I wrote this with 2 people who are dear to me in mind.
So no, I really wasn't dragging myself. I want you to keep creating, pour your soul into your craft, become professional if you will. “Passion” can only take you so far, but the will to create consistently and smartly also would get you out there.
P.s perfection is a myth, don't hide behind wanting to wait till things are perfect.
Also remember, I am always rooting for you.
I love you guys.
Peace